I've Been Freakin' OUT lately.

I wish this school system didn't destroy me and others like me as much as I feel it has done. It really has dwindles my self-confidence which is what I wanted to gain most of all in high school. Who likes themselves in Middle school? I know I didn't. I never wanted that feeling again, but when I got to high school, at least for a while, not so much anymore, but still I felt WORSE! IT SHOULDN'T be like that! It makes me so angry what just six hours in seven different desks can do to my mind. Sometimes, I consider asking my parents for pills or something to take to help me feel better during the day. I shouldn't have to take something to make me feel confident just because I don't compare to anyone. I don't really want to, but sometimes I just feel so hopeless. The system is so corrupt. I don't want to become a carbon copy of everyone grand. Because no one is grand.

A Favorite French Posted Secret

"J'essaie de relier ma vie aux paroles des chansons autant que possible" translation: I try to link up my life with the words of songs as many as possible Me: I love how it applies, even though I'm American. (americain)

Meryl Streep Quote

When describing acting she says; "And the worth is in listening to people who maybe don't even exist or voices in your past and through you come through the work and you give them to other people. I think that giving voices to characters that have no other voice is the great worth of what we do." she's officially my favorite actor, besides the fact that no matter what she's in she puts (as my dad says) her "best foot forward" and "finishes strong", she has an opinion and thinks for herself. Yeah, she's a baller.