Wednesday, August 20, 2008
I Hope To Always Remember It.
Dear Violethush~
What can I say, I wasn't expecting that to be said, not gonna lie. I almost never hold myself high, that sounds a bit morbid, but I mean I constantly judge myself and I'm doing it as I write actually. You probably actually do have some sort of idea as to how it makes me feel that someone just as brilliant and talented as you put me in such a spectrum. Thank you.
Once we we talked about post secret, and I said I was making one to send in. Well, first off, I never did send that one. More importantly thougth, you asked me if the secrets I was making were things I haven't told you, and I said yes they were things you weren't aware of. Your post reminded me of this because I feel too vulnerable or at least not complete enough to let people know certain things about me, not so much anymore, but still as a lingering fear I don't always tell people things. My second inclination is because sometimes I want to feel smarter and the only way is to hide things from people, so only I can know them, and they can't. That's a bit overly dramatic for my taste, so maybe it isn't how I feel. Who knows? Take what you must and do it as you will.Thank you for listening. . . ... ..
Formally,
Ribbon
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first of all thank you =]
and your welcome, I wouldn't have said it unless I believed it
but anyway, I want you to know every single one of us is insecure. I have a list I can go on about for myself. But don't forget even when you feel totally awful about yourself because we all have those days, you're not alone, you're never alone.
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