To Be Free

My worries: Dying before I don't know who I am. Waking up one day and realizing it's too late to do something. Though most of the time there is something that can replace it or you can do. In this case it would be if I ever surpass 80 or even 75. Sometimes I have vivid dreams of myself running around a house searching for something I never end up finding. I just hope I don't wake up and realize I wanted that baby, I wanted that man, or I wanted that oppurtunity for a job I didn't think I wanted but really did. That leads me to my fear of regretting something I did, or never did. That must be one of my biggest fears and I know I'm not alone.